Twice

Current mood: Dying/Great Release

Two times, today, I have failed to lift my head in anything but shame for what I have done. Oh, it would be a blessing for a serpent to crawl under my shirt and chew through my belly. I am ashamed and I am sad for it.
You see, today, after years of ignorance and complete naivety I have finally realised an old mistake. One which I immediately regretted and will continue to regret until I die. It pains me to think about it yet alone type about it but it must be done.
You see, I never talked to her. And she got away from me. Never again shall I see her. And it hurts so much.